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Ian the Canadian's avatar

Thanks for writing this newsletter. I'm really appreciating it.

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Tracey's avatar

Hi Paul, I need to say this. My husband, a Celtics die-hard, has been following you on twitter for years. He signed me up for this newsletter 1) because he was like "why not get more people reading it?" and 2) as a runner, he knew I would enjoy it. I have to say, you are a wonderfully welcome voice for us as everyday people-runners and I have honest appreciation for everything you're saying!

I have to point this quote out: "When we are running, when we’re out there, the only person we have to answer to is ourselves. That relationship is the most complex one I know."

On April 18, 2013 I had the unwelcome experience of having my right knee quite literally blow up underneath me. It led to two surgeries, the first being a complete reconstruction. The emotional impact of this, as someone who had been a runner for nearly 20 years at that point, who relied on running as the one passionate outlet that I called my own, was devastating to say the least.

After 5 months of physical therapy, I had to learn how to walk again and the only thing on my mind was that "I'm a runner, it's part of who I am, you can't take that from me." Eventually, after about a year of hard work, I was able to get back to it, albeit slowly.

My point is that every time I am out there struggling with connecting to my run or having a lead-leg day (as I call them), I have to remind myself to be kind. To remember that that complex relationship with myself doesn't need to be difficult. It can be encouraging, if I make it. I also remind myself that the hardest day I have running is far better than any day I had when I couldn't.

Be kind to yourself and keep giving us this wonderful content to explore. I've never been able to bring myself to an actual yoga class either.

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